Old thoughts

Thoughts

you can read the story written on the face of the wall
you'll see it down on earth on the leaves of the fall
carrying all your lies within its lines and devil's call
but now i know the difference you'll need to be faithful
a hundred thousand million fact that keep me still brainfull
i got to life's reality, heard the whispers of the soul
and have a real pure angle helping me to face it all
so now i got the power to know your lies and stand up tall

it wouldn't cost you anything to think and act as wise
to draw your shameful thoughts and kill your spoken lies
to think of people purely, so for you they'd sacrifice
whats built on faults and wrong defaults be sure how soon it dies
you got to know yourself and know that purity has no price
watch out your steps, your faults and thoughts and wait for a real surprice
cause people in the end will meet in hell or paradise
so know yourself better and get the help to characterize

you know it seems so wider space between peace and you
you are the real fake picture of a human to be true
let your thoughts go further and see how will they grow
turning all the greens to black and blood from red to blue
its easy to pretend, for sure you know how actors do
so try to hide from all the world and from your mirror too
put on your mask with blinded eyes so they won't have got a clue
and when they ask about shame please tell them that its you

if you're wondering now I'm busy writing what i say
clearing all your memories and wash them all away
cleaning mind from all i knew and from the games you play
forever means an endless thought, but for you it just won't stay
dont want to know you any longer or see you from today
life goes on without you, good people are on my way
waiting on my road, and for me they wish and pray
empowering every moment and from selves they will pay


you'll absolutely feel alone


um so alone.. even when others are still around
um so alone.. feeling like i'll never be found
um so alone.. lost and dont know how to get myself back
um so alone.. my heart's bleeding & cant block this crack
um so alone.. no one will stop hearing my voice breathing the pain
um so alone.. mytears made the ocean and got to start the rain
um so alone.. remembering their sweety words and lies
um so alone.. so dont u ever believe that love never dies
um so alone.. killing emotions..keeping everything inside
um so alone.. crying silently, not waiting for another wind to ride
um so alone.. hearing these whispers telling i was blind
um so alone.. and no wherelse left to dreams in my mind
um so alone.. dying slowly watching my blood on the floor
um so alone.. everything changes and i cant stand this anymore
um so alone.. tried to find some peace deep within me true
um so alone.. and nothing could bring me back to this life too
um so alone.. setting a new world of "its over" rules
um so alone.. and no place for me in this world of fools
um so alone.. because they dont know how much it hurts
when you feel alone and lose everything your life worth